not so good week July 12, 2008
so this week sucked pretty much at work. home is great but work is ……………………..really ………..um………can’t really say at this point without using words that def is no good.
i had my eyes really opened this week about how underhanded the company i work for is. i of course cannot say details because that would be slander but i can say that they do not value their employees i would have rather been fired than treated the way i was. on the bright side of this-yes there is one- that i have the next 10 days off- to hang at the beach go camping and i am looking forward to regrouping.
through this all though i have seen my true friends. new friends and old friends. they came to my side and had my back in ways that i can’t explain. i love them all of them and they know who they are. the sad thing is that one “friend” i thought was trying to help me acually set me up and sent me into a firing range without preparation………not something someone does that has any concious at all. i hope she takes some time to take a good look in the mirror.
now before i point fingers…..i myself have looked in the mirror and i know that i have not been perfect. that’s ok though i am learning from my mistakes. the following is a psalm that i came across and just really explained how i felt ………god really used this to help me
Psalm 3
1-2 God! Look! Enemies past counting! Enemies sprouting like mushrooms,
Mobs of them all around me, roaring their mockery:
“Hah! No help for him from God!”
3-4 But you, God, shield me on all sides;
You ground my feet, you lift my head high;
With all my might I shout up to God,
His answers thunder from the holy mountain.
5-6 I stretch myself out. I sleep.
Then I’m up again—rested, tall and steady,
Fearless before the enemy mobs
Coming at me from all sides.
7 Up, God! My God, help me!
Slap their faces,
First this cheek, then the other,
Your fist hard in their teeth!
8 Real help comes from God.
Your blessing clothes your people!
i acually came across this before i found out the things going on………..was god trying to prepare me? i think so………please pray for me because my flesh wants to take over and “pay them back” but i know that it seems like these kinds of people gain but the real gain is in what god does and he’s says to pray for my enemies h ah aha ha ha easier said than done dad! but please give me the paitence to do so……….cuz i really just want to slap the sh-t out of them.
see told you i need prayer!







