I’M HOMESICK-LONGING FOR YOUR SALVATION; I’M WAITING FOR YOUR WORD OF HOPE. MY EYES GROW HEAVY WATCHING FOR SOME SIGN OF YOUR PROMISE; HOW LONG MUST I WAIT FOR YOUR COMFORT? THERE’S SMOKE IN MY EYE-THEY BURN AND WATER, BUT I KEEP A STEADY GAZE ON THE INSTRUCTIONS YOU POST.

wow I really feel this way when life turns to crap. when bad stuff happens to good people I wonder why? I remember that he never promised me that my life would be perfect just that he would get me through it. I have a person that I used to be very close with years ago but haven’t really even talked to in many years. we went on with our lives but i found out that he is dieing. he’s too young and i ask God why but I know that i won’t get the answer, that it’s not for me to know. sometimes that really pisses me off but then i remind myself that his way is always better, even if i don’t agree. Keep this person in prayer for comfort and peace during this time in his life and for his wife too.